FINALLY.. I have a blog!

Well I finally joined the rest of the world.. I have a blog! Ha ha.. Thanks to Alisha for starting it for me.. I think she got sick of not knowing what I am doing with my life! My life has been a bit hectic lately. I went in to have Bronson on Monday June 29th.. (yes my Birthday) I went in at 8:30a.m and had my water broke. We thought it would be a fast process, but it SO was not! They started my pitocin, and all day I was not dilating any faster, and things were going very slowly. We knew something was wrong, and we asked the nurse a few times and she told us everything was working fine... well at about 7:00 p.m my doctor came in and told me the petocin was not on the whole time!! Which was why I was not progressing! Needless to say, I was not a happy person!! I was STARVING for one, actually famished, and I was so exhausted. The nurse totally screwed up and did not pay attention to the pitocin at all.. so anyways after 15 hours of labor, they decided it was too dangerous to keep going. He was in the birth canal for too long, and he was faced up, and his cord kept getting pinched off. So at 11:40 they said we need to go now, and so we went. Oh and by now my epidural was wearing off, and I couldnt get the spinal tap.. so I was not drugged up properly. The c-section went ok, and he was born at 12:14 am.. not on my Birthday.. we have joked the whole pregnancy that he is already stubborn- like me:) He just had to have his own Birthday!!! I started to hemmorage so they had to hurry and give me more petocin. Yep.. I then had full blown labor contractions after my c-section with a new incision!! I screamed for about an hour, it was absolutely ridiculous.. thought I was dying. It took two shots of morphine, and some other major drug to put me to sleep. So I did not get to enjoy the baby til the morning. But I did live, and we left the hospital on friday. We have had so much fun getting to know Bronson, but it has been a little harder than expected with me healing and all. I do just want to throw out a special THANK YOU to my mothers, sisters, ward, friends, and family for all the help they have given me. I have been waited on, cooked for, and had Bronson taken care of at all times and I truly appreciated everyones help, love and support. I have taken the past week to sit back and really count my blessings. I especially need to tell my husband Taylor that I appreciate him so much. He has done everything for me, and Bronson. I love him so much, and am so grateful I have such a loving, caring hubby:) It has been my favorite part by far to see him interact with the baby, there are so many tender moments between the two of them, and it always makes me cry! Anyways this is really long, but I just wanted to update everyone!! I will hopefully update often, but this mothering thing is hardwork! But so worth it:)